Stupid Job 2!

Having 2 (ok 3) jobs blows! Its necessary, and kinda mandatory for me to have them, but im beginning to hate job #2, like REALLY FUCKIN DESPISE IT! It's been SO DEAD, I go there, sacrifice a good part of my Fri evening, when Im already DOG tired from hosting karaoke, and gettin my ass up for job #1. Its like $30 on a Fri PM, in the summer it should get better, but right now its a waste of my fucking time! Maybe I should take a leave of absence for like a month or so, only work if I NEED to by pickin up shifts, thatd be nice! But im to the point where im just SO DONE with it. "why not get another job 2 you ask?" well my availability is GARBAGE! No restaurant would hire me! Not when there is a college kid who can work 4-6 shifts a week.

Lets take today for instance, its gonna be fuckin 65! I had to drive my car! I got a FANTASTIC BIKE in the garage and had to drive my car, because I dont know what the weather will be like after job 2! Im so MAD! Everytime I have to work I just consider not even going in...I wouldnt get fired, the owners love me and im a strong server. Worse servers than have gotten away with more. Id feel guilty tho! Stupid guilt! lol OH well! Ill continue with it, and maybe take that time off!